Saturday, December 13, 2008

Fertility Specialist Appt.

Well my RE appt is coming up on Tuesday and I am getting nervous, excited and all the feelings in between. I am worried things are going to be grime about trying when we want to in Jan. I guess I am feeling like everything else in the last 3 years with fertility treatments, and losing my twins has gone terribly wrong why not something else to end the worst year of my life. I will be doing injections again, yuck, to get preg like last time. I am not looking forward to walking into that office again so soon. I thought it was going to be a few years, but here I am again. They called me at work on Friday to ask why I was coming in, wondering if I thought I should come in while being pregnant? I told them what happened about the loss and they were sorry, but it hurt to have to say it. I knew I would be telling why when I got there but for some reason the rest of the day on Friday was a downer for me after that. I will let you all know what happpens after my appt. Wish me luck.

2 comments:

Krista said...

I am so sorry that you had to be asked that question. You would think a RE office would be a little more sensitive. I also went back to the RE a month ago. It was so hard to go back there after thinking I was done for years. We have not begun our injections yet, but I am totally dreading it as well. Good luck to you- let us know how it goes.

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry you had to explain the situation on the phone, I just recently went back to my RE as well. We havent started treatments yet either. Seems like there will be a few of us starting treatments in the new year, we can all get through it together.
Let us know how it goes, good luck.